April 7, 2012

I have been working a lot of hours. I did not write anything yesterday. Of course, there was nothing to report as I didn't have a lot of free time.

Today, my Master and I used Skype video to talk and play. He had me start by telling me to take off my shirt, move a little away, turn around, come back. Then he had me take off my bra and repeat the same steps. He complimented me on my body, breasts, and hair. Next, he had me move close to the camera to see my belly button. He said I have a nice one, At this point I considered covering up, he was inspecting me quite thoroughly. I am aware I do have a decent body, but I am not fond of being inspected. It makes me nervous.

Next, he had me take off my pants, step a little away, turn around, (he complimented my panties), come back to my spot. Next, he stated the panties must go. Once again, step away, and the above steps. He then made me highly uncomfortable, and told me to turn around, bend over, and spread my cheeks for him. I did ask if this was necessary and he said yes. While the nudity did not bother me too badly, bending over and spreading did. I did do it and am thankful he did not make me stay that way long:)

Next, he had me put wooden clothespins on my nipples. I was only able to put one on my left nipple, and was not overly fond of the sensation. Eventually it numbed and wasn't too uncomfortable. The right one had issues with the clothespin, maybe I need to try a different one. Taking the pin off left my nipple feeling odd, it did stay hard for some time and was more sensitive, but I didn't find it erotic.

This was a new experience for me, I tend to hide my body, except for the occassional bikini. I was surprised to feel comfortable nude around him, perhaps it is because I know he enjoys nude beaches and being nude himself. He was free with his compliments and praise, putting to rest any insecurities and fears I may have had. He seemed thrilled I was comfortable being nude around him.

Next, he had me put in one ben wa ball, and a vibrator. He said to put it on low and push the vib in and out slowly. Do I feel the vib against the ball? I guess was my reply. Put the other ball in, he instructs. After I do, he tells me to reinsert the vib and turn it up. Much better, once again I slowly pushed the vib in and out. He asked if I was wet, and I said yes. Finally, he tells me I may come. I was not quite ready. When I finally came, I let him know I was finished. "You aren't a screamer" he states. NO, and I had already told him that. I will hold my breath before I scream!

We started talking about his boat, I must have been fidgeting, he asked if I would like to put my clothes back on. I said yes and did so immediately. Now I was able to relax and chat with him comfortably about his passion for his boat. For our first session, this went very well, he is a very sweet Master.Either that, or he is breaking me in slowly, for which I am thankful. I am thankful he is patient, kind, and going a pace I that I can accept and grow with.