Quiet day today. I talked with my Master a bit, but I am working long hours right now, I don't have much time.
My task today was to insert both ben wa balls for one hour today. I did so at 5:33pm. An odd experience. I have no trouble keeping one in, but two? One keeps popping out! I do not get the dynamics here, if one stays, why not both? I have been doing kegels for about two years, yet I am having difficulties. It could be the weight of them, they are heavy little suckers!
The sensation was similar to a tampon, a very little tampon. I had the urge to squirm, not sexually. I finally sat down and attempted to push the one back in by squirming, grinding, and pushing my bottom down, with little success. It insisted in nesting right inside my entrance.
After the hour was up, I went to the bathroom to remove, one plops out, the other needed to be coaxed out! The sensation of them being in me lasted for quite some time, in fact, that sensation was more noticeable then when the ben wa balls were in. I felt the urge to make sure they had not procreated while in there! I must say after I did my kegel exercises tonight, the sensation they were in there came back! Aggravating!!!
Interesting. The sensation that they are in there is noted as aggravating and not stimulating or arousing.
ReplyDeleteYou did well tonight pet. Your light days will continue until you return to a reasonable schedule.